Only then i know because it really hurts..

So some people choose to avoid it..

I would say that I'm one of them but still i think that i have the courage to face things happen around me..

Is just a matter of how many 1,2,3?

Or more?

I don't know but at least i learn one thing..

I learn how to place and keep the memories in my heart...

And if i said that I'm running away from things it only mean one thing...

means that either the person mean too much to me and i don't want to believe it..

Or either I'm too weak to accept it...

As for now i can feel that i need at least a year to recover from all these scars..

Time is all i needed now...

I will make myself live to the fullest of life and enjoy all the happiness of life than to sit down and get breakdown cried for nothing...

I have already decide what happen can't be change but i can changed my life...