Recently,i felt unconsistency in your actions with makes me doubt your love for me is it still there or is it gone or fading away.

I felt sad but i didn't wanted to admit that fact. I know you are tired ,so am I. 

I just can't get use to it that whenever i needed you ,you are always in army. 

You still got 1 year 6 months in army ,i don't even know will we still together by then ?

Is really hard to maintain a relationship in with a army guy. No matter how hard i tried it just seems to the other party that i am not understanding enough when i really did try my best to understand.

I admit i use to throw temper for you to notice me but nowsdays i don't feel like doing that anymore.

All i ask is to peacefully go through these 1 year 6 months so that we can be free...

I no longer want to quarrel or being unreasonable again...

Maybe we really are not suitable or I am not suitable to stable in a relationship..

That all for today,nites (;